The dreamers series is one giant fictional vent fic. It's my trauma, my incoherence, my ideas and my religious beliefs mixed with my past delusions all splattered into one giant dump. I love this story I worked years over 8 years on and that's just the first two books, and I adore every second writing it. But as a reflection of my life I have not lived a happy one. I wrote this one primarily in the insane asylum, and I wrote in incoherent, I wrote it off and on medicine that didn't really work for me. I wrote it dealing with the alt right [the rich man's nazi] red pilling my best friend and her turning into an antisemite bigot when discovering and reconciling my own religious jewish trauma. by the way you can have trauma from judiasm. You can have trauma from anything.
I put so much of myself in Jake Caloway, I put my thoughts, my dreams, my insecurities, my own self insert ORON for him to talk to. I haven't given Jake a good life, and as his original author [check receipts] no matter what you picked up censored in barns and noble, I hope you understand why and I hope you understand that. Surley someone more profound could translate and chop up and censor my work for more mundane audience but I am the original author of the dreamers series, of the dreamers exchange and song and I worked very hard on it. The spelling mistakes, the inconsistencies, one days those will be remedied by others. For I truly put everything about me into this story. I put my delusions, my daydreams. But I was somewhat nice to Jake and for him that shocking realization? Was that it was real. What I wished would happen to me. For Jake satanic girlscouts are real. I laugh writing that, but this is a fantasy however absurd and however dark. I do expect this book to be lost to time, if Limerick were real you could get a copy there. And it has a lot of dark things and taboo nature. I have this one idea where Jake pretends to be a nazi to make the alt right eat itself! HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE! This was a book I wrote really sick. This was a book I wrote disgusted, and distubred, getting treatment for skisoeffective and DID dissorder in a drug ward, when all I really had? Was religious beleifs mixed with D.I.D which I also plan for jake to go back into the closet about [saying he was lying about the whole time] eventually! I have all these great and grandiose ideas for Mr.Caloway and even teh best ending in mind around book 10. I have traumas, and dumps, and I do promise Jake won't be alone forever... It gets poltical this time around, WW2 evil nazi bigots, spring times for hitler! /j judaism on parliment, paganism in drag, and all kinds of wacky time enduced beahviours for our savior over here. I'm a big fan or all things reconsidered, and that podcast with Joey and Brendon and I think how they talk about their faith has really and truly informed me on how to write about it. Theirs no point in beleif if you can't question yourself sometimes, whether your an atheist animist like me, agnostitc, and omnioust or occultist, or someone norse who beleifs magick is just sceince in metholody we can't contemplate. Their is something truly beutiful about the divine and their is something just as beuitful about a lack of it. ANd I wish people realized that this is my make beleif pretend saga where they all exist, where its all explained how, where god takes tea and road trips with budha and Hades and Lucifer love each as bar mates. And if that is blasphemy to you? That my character would meet and learn of joseph smith? Then please just don't read it. I'm always open to critique and I'm so small I hear it all, but if you don't care and you haven't read ahead? What purpose is this story to you? If you won't even bother to wait it out, or listen to the canonic explanation. Critque is good, but this is a faith based stroy, and if that is against your morality or blaspehmous, this isn't yours....it's only mine. Now go on and tear it to shreds! Rip it apart and laugh drunk reading, still waiting on those dramatizations with shitty clip art by the way! Goodluck and happy enducing,. this story gets weird and because i wrote it sick struggling from an ed? please! Understand the mashup! NIGHT! /he/him adam snowflake
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AuthorDionysus Frost is an 24 Year old author and writer from Woodstock Georgia on the spectrum. He enjoys writing all sorts of subjects and making youtube videos! Please enjoy your stay on his website! Archives
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